Having a HARD TIme~

So in the last 3 months I have had 2 young women that just had babies die. My sister-in-law's sister and a good friend from church! This last one hit me like a TON of bricks! My heart is just broken! I just CAN NOT image how my sister-in-law feels loosing her only sister! There are some days where I am just paralyzed and I have a very hard time! I think about "if that happened to me" "If I die today what would I need to take care of before that day come?" What do my kids need to know or have? What bills have to be paid? (I do all the bills) What does my husband need to know how and what to do? Does everyone know I LOVE THEM! How would my kids feel? Would my husband be able to handle everything with out me? WHAT IF? WHAT IF? WHAT SHOULD I BE DOING WITH MY LIFE? AM I WHERE GOD WHATS ME TO BE? I just have so many Questions and NO ANSWERS!!!!! I really have to get in touch with GOD MORE!!! He has all the ANSWERS!!!

The kids are opening their stockings. They had fun pulling stuff our of there! They were so much fun. I just wish we didn't have to go to so many places in 2 days! Everyone want to spend time with them and we just didn't have time for everyone! I was getting craby! But Christmas time is always fun!

Crawl in a hole moment.....

So did you ever have a crawl in a hole moment..... I did at the Thanksgiving table....So we are going around the table saying what we are Thankful for and we get to my sister-in-law that just lost her sister about 2 months ago, and bright me says, "you could be thankful for "Life"" WHAT THE HELL WAS I THINKINg. Yes for me I am VERY VERY THANKFUL FOR LIFE! I have a differnt situation! And as soon as those words came out of my month I WANTED TO CRAWL IN THE HOLE!!! Have you ever had a crawl in a hole moment......

Growing to Fast!

How can this happen! They are growing way to fast for there mommy! Mitchell yes is sitting all by him self! Milly I can not keep her in one spot for more then a sec. They are just getting to big I tell you! I have for the most part decided that we are just going to have two kids! As they are moving more and more each day I just can not keep up with them! I am so tired when I go to bed that it is not even funny!!! Trying to work 40 hours a week, do the laurdry, dishes, give bathes to the kids and myself, feed them, change them and spend some time with them! I just can't keep up with it all!!! I feel bad right now I have my daughter on my lap while i am typing and my son is sleeping on the floor! I am just getting woren out! ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS SLEEP AND ME TIME! Don't get me wrong I love my kids to death, but they ware you out!!! but I am on the 5 year plan! In 5 years my husband is either getting fixed or we are having another one. So I will make that decion at that time I will be 32 years old! Right now I have everything I could ever dream of a boy and a girl and a wonderful husband! What else do I need! Thankful for Life! That is a whole new blog for a different day! Or in the next minute!

Sorry.....

This picture is from there dedication on October 24th, 2009 we had about 30 people there to support us. It was a great day! Thank you God for suck Wonderful kids!

Sorry i have been slacking here but we did not have a power cord for a while. We are back. The kids are getting so big! I can not beleive how big they are getting! I wish i could stay home and make sure they learn everything they need to! I just worry about not teaching them enough or reading to them enought ( I am not a big reader AT ALL!!!) I just pray to God that they are smart like there daddy! I just want them to be the best they can do!

WHAT A WEEK!!!

We have had a busy week. THANK YOU GOD FOR SUCH GOOD KIDS. I have been really stressed with work and then Thursday afternoon I get a phone call from my sister saying that my sister-in-law's sister was just killed! So that was devistating! So we have been spending alot of time with my niece and nephew so my brother and sister-in-law can be with family. We pray for them everyday! Then my older sister came in to town with her kids and it is always a crazy but fun weekend. On Friday was fun, we had all 10 grandkids and all my siblings expet 1. So we had a ton of fun:) Is this week almost done! Please God life the Morgan and Tims family up and help them through this time. Amen!

4 MONTHS

This picture was taken Thursday, August 20,2009 ~ Which is there 17 week birthday, they are 4 months today:0 My babies are getting so big. In the last month……….
Mitch as found his hands and he has learned how to giggle, laugh and talk YES he has found his VOICE! He is doing push-ups a lot better and holding his head by himself. He is also standing (with our help) with his two stick legs for a couple minutes then he just gets tiredJ
Milly ~ she is about 2 weeks ahead of her brother Little stinker! I think she came out smiling. she also is giggling, laughing and she ALWAYS has a ton to say. (she is a girl what can I say). She has been holding her head up for some time know. Like I said about 2 weeks ahead of her brother. She can roll over from her tummy to her back. I can’t get her to stay on her back for anything any more. She has the nuk sucking thing down! But she also likes her hands too. She is a very strong willed little girl. She LOVES her sleep! (just like her mommy!!)
Two weeks ago he weighed 12lbs and she weighed 12 1/2lbs. My little CHUNKY MONKEYS!!
Enjoy Love the Doffing ~ Nick, Christina, Mitchell and Milly

First time out with the HUBBY!

Last night was the first time that the hubby and I went out with out the kids. Thank you to Auny Stacy for watching the kids. Nick and I went out to a going away party for his Step-Brother (Ryan). I was cry leaving the drive way of Stacy's house! That was the hardest thing ever!!! OKAY Yes I leave them every day to go to work, but that is with my mom and my grandma (2 adults). Last night was just Stacy and her 2 boys and then my kids. THANK YOU SO MUCH BRANDEN FOR HELPING MOMMY TAKE SUCH GOOD CARE OF THE TWINS! What a BIG helper! He is so good with the twins! It is great! It was fun to just go out and see Ryan's cousin from Nebraska and Ryan's sister, Erica and Ken (Ryan's dad). It was just a great time to just catch up. and Thank you Alyssa for driving! I had ONE stroug DRINK!!! I haven't had a drink in about a year! and this a the last drink for at least a couple months!

Babies Watching TV......

So I was trying to take ther picture and they kept looking around me! I know Babies are not suppose to watch tv but they like too. But they love it! They were also playing with there wubbnubs that there Grammy B got for them! They love them! They are so cute! Mitch is suppose to be wearing pants but 3-6 month clothes are just getting to short on him! He is just like his uncles on my side tall and skiny! This picture was taken on Monday, August 17.

This Milly and Mitchell after a long day at Vikings Training camp being held by all the Vikings cheerleaders! It was such a GREAT day! Daddy can't wait until Football starts!!! Nick is SOOO excited for football! This year is going to be so much fun watching the games with the kids maybe this year I will stay awake for the games:)

So the Start of My PTO .........

I am suppose to have the next 3 days off, because we don't have daycare (my mom takes part of the Dakota County Fair off) Okay so my boss decided to go watch Tiger Woods at the PGA TODAY. Instead of coming in to work, but he wants ALL this work done. I have needed these days off since i went back to work so.....I have to go in to the office tomorrow morning with the KIDS and finish the work that i did today and get it into the mail! So i am praying that I am only there for 2 hours! My sister in law is going to do my hair around noon and my mother in law wants me to come visit her at work with the kids. So I am going in to the office at about 8am my goal is to leave there by 10am AT THE LATEST! and go visit my mother in law at work which works good because my parking ramp is right across the street from her work and be there until about 11:30-noon and then go home and get my hair done. So we will see how that all works out. I am hoping since the kids are with me no one will give me anything else to do! I can just come in and out!!! COME ON PEOPLE! Then my sister comes in to town with her 4 kids! I love them so much!!! I can't wait for them all to get in to town and they will be here until Sunday:) YAH!! So excited!

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